這組作品創作於2011年。彼時我深陷重度抑鬱，當時一度想著，完成這組創作之後便離開這個世界。對我而言，這組作品承載著一段刻骨銘心的記憶。
當年，印尼國家美術館、印尼知名策展人與藝術批評家曼曼諾先生，以及藝術經紀人陳小姐一同造訪我的工作室，進行了長時間訪談。他們計劃為我在印尼舉辦個人展覽，同時希望收藏這組作品。但這組誕生於人生低谷的作品於我意義特殊，我選擇自留，並未出讓。
籌備展覽期間，印尼當地局勢動盪不安，受客觀環境影響，這場個展計劃就此終止。時至今日，每當看見這四幅作品，複雜而厚重的情緒依舊湧上心頭。目前這一組作品已由藏家收藏。
This body of work was created in 2011. At that time, I suffered from severe depression. I once thought that I would leave the world after finishing this series. For me, these works carry an unforgettable memory.
In those years, representatives from the National Gallery of Indonesia, Mr. Manmano, a distinguished Indonesian curator and art critic, and art agent Ms. Chen visited my studio for an extensive interview. They planned to host a solo exhibition of my works in Indonesia and hoped to acquire this series. However, born at the lowest point of my life, the works held special meaning to me, so I chose to keep them and declined the offer.
During the preparation phase of the exhibition, Indonesia faced turbulent local conditions. Affected by the objective circumstances, the plan for this solo exhibition was terminated. Even now, every time I see these four paintings, complicated and profound emotions well up within me. This set of works is now in a private collection.
我只能這樣 1 150cmX110cm 布面油彩 2001 已收藏
I can only do this 1 150cmX110cm cloth oil paint 2001 Collected
我只能這樣 2 150cmX110cm 布面油彩 2001 已收藏
I can only do this 2 150cmX110cm cloth oil paint 2001 Collected
我只能這樣 3 150cmX110cm 布面油彩 2001 已收藏
I can only do this 3 150cmX110cm cloth oil paint 2001 Collected
我只能這樣 4 150cmX110cm 布面油彩 2001 已收藏
I can only do this 4 150cmX110cm cloth oil paint 2001 Collected